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Desire Paths

by Pantomime

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1.
Oh where did the time go I'm not ready for this Thrown headfirst into a world that doesn't want me It wasn't too long ago that I was free and careless Now the ground that I stand on is crumbling I've been losing sleep Future looks so bleak Got to keep my head above the water I've been losing sleep Future looks so bleak Even if the ship sinks I'm treading water I just don't think I'm ready for a real life Can I please stay here for a few more years I mean I'm sure that it's great to get out of this town But I'm weighed down by indecision and fear Why do you leave me feeling empty Why do you leave me high and dry Why do you leave me so frustrated Why did you leave me at all I've been losing sleep Future looks so bleak Got to keep my head above the water I've been losing sleep Future looks so bleak Even if the ship sinks I'm treading water Believe me I am sorry If I had a choice I'd stay right here But mama don't you worry This is what I have to do, it's clear Your words mean everything to me But this is something I've got to do for myself I was confused but now I see I can't walk down the same path as everyone else Who's gonna save me from my own demise Can I be honest the world's full of lies Who's gonna save me from my own demise I'm doing this all on my own Can I be honest the world's full of lies And I've never felt so alone
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Went down a winding road Expecting yellow bricks but reality has made itself known The wind made me grow cold And discontent with that I call my home I need some room to grow This ain't the first time that I've been here But hopefully it'll be the last It's time to do or die The pleasure's all mine now that it's crunch time And time ain't on my side I gotta see the light Today I feel okay with throwing my whole life away But I know I won't feel the same tomorrow Some days I don't feel great but try and fake it anyway I hope that I make it through tomorrow I know that in the past I held myself back, no more No one holds me down I know you'll be the last to put faith in that for sure I'm my own man now One choice that's hard to make Will I be the one who gives or the one who takes I gotta do what's right You won't be by my side but it'll be alright It's time I bid you adieu There's plenty more like you Today I feel okay with throwing my whole life away But I know I won't feel the same tomorrow Some days I don't feel great but try and fake it anyway I hope that I make it through tomorrow Into the unknown
3.
You got me down So broken and destitute You called me out I was stuck either way Told the truth And now I know for certain that The way I feel You don't feel the same way I guess I liked having a little shred of hope The thought was nice Unlikely it may be Now I think if I walked life in different shoes You'd be the one to fall in love with me If there's a way please tell me 'Cause I'm trying to see I can't wait for a sign You'll always be the one the only I'm begging you don't leave me lonely I can't wait for a sign You'll always be the one the only I'm begging you let's leave this all behind So now to see you showing off your new found self All the while I grow ever insecure It hurts me deep But why should I feel anything but apathy Your intentions were pure And I guess I like how we pretend that I don't care But you must know I hide it terribly Now I think if I walked life in different shoes You'd be the one to fall in love with me If there's a way please tell me 'Cause I'm trying to see I can't wait for a sign You'll always be the one the only I'm begging you don't leave me lonely I can't wait for a sign You'll always be the one the only I'm begging you let's leave this all behind You took my best shot Took it and you threw it away I can't wait for a sign You'll always be the one the only I'm begging you don't leave me lonely I can't wait for a sign You'll always be the one the only I'm begging you don't leave me lonely You'll always be the one the only But now I've gotta get you off my mind
4.
Wandering down a spiral of myself Notice all the imperfections You've got yours I've got mine But sometimes they eclipse any value I once saw Leaving no room to breathe under this mess Seek comfort Lock the doors Seclusion I feel a pressure build beneath my skin Yet to subside Claustrophobic Walls are closing in Nowhere to hide I'm in the background just a passerby So why is it I just can't play the part Another animal that's born to die And I call this home I spend so much time trying to get far away from you But it seems like wherever I went there's a way you knew Repeating a lie doesn't inherently make it true But I still waste the energy trying to fake it through This whole illusion should be paper thin But still I'm blind Claustrophobic Walls are closing in Nowhere to hide Nowhere to hide I'm in the background just a passerby So why is it I just can't play the part Another animal that's born to die And I call this home Still, I've come so far Yesterday's too late So long, this is where I follow through So long, this is where I go
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All I've ever wanted was to feel like I belonged And knowing that I set off on a path to change the world around me So that I could live free of misery Misery tonight But misery's for life When you're running away Running away from all of the problems that you face Running away The more things change the more they stay the same And I'm the one to blame When how you view yourself is skewed by what you can't control It's easy enough to think of ways that you could sell your soul I'm taking steps but I still feel like I'm in the same place Well I guess that's better than expecting things to change themselves Misery's for life When you're running away Running away from all of the problems that you face Running away The vehicle is assembled The runway has been cleared The readings seem to be normal The time is drawing near I'm suiting up for the journey 'Cause it's a long way down I need some fuel in the tank or this won't leave the ground When all you want is to be free Escape the hold of misery All I want is to be free All I want is to be free The chains that keep you bound are all inside of your head No one's gonna save you from your own demise
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All you are is not all you are Remember times when you were free from this burden you bear You're more than some say Believe me I care When you feel hopeless keep in mind The worst is over This too will pass in time In time You've been through this before I know that there's a war inside your head and all you want is a ceasefire When all is said and done Neither side has won It seems your struggle was in vain You're stronger from the pain All you are is not all you are Predicaments I find myself in Every day is a new challenge Find a new way So what if I can't connect to the world of others At least I have something I can call mine All mine You've been through this before I know that there's a war inside your head and all you want is a ceasefire When all is said and done Neither side has won It seems your struggle was in vain You're stronger from the pain

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released February 3, 2017

Pantomime is:

Brody Post: Vocals, Guitars, Additional Percussion
Levi Post: Drums
Chris Cadieux: Bass, Vocals, Additional Percussion

Recorded at The Meat Locker in the summer of 2016
Produced, mixed and engineered by Collin Carnegie
Mastered by Siegfried Meier at Beach Road Mastering
Additional percussion and vocals by Liam Kime
Organ and additional vocals by Collin Carnegie
Artwork by Charlie Inglehart
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